This was the week I was supposed to catch up on sleep.
It’s Spring Break for Main Stacks, so there are no 8pm-midnight dance practices after I get home from my full-time job, and no 12+ hour competition day this weekend. And yet, I’ve only woken up well rested one day this week. What’s wrong with me? Well, I’ve had trouble sleeping.
I’ve been accruing sleep debt for weeks now, my body is exhausted, and I’ve been perpetually sick for a month. But there’s one sentence that prevents me from letting my body do what it’s supposed to do. It has occupied my mind in the past, and I’m sure it has settled into your brain at some point, too. It goes something like this:
I can’t sleep, I need to figure out how I’m going to meet that deadline tomorrow.
I can’t sleep, I need plan out everything I need to get done on Saturday.
I can’t [sleep, eat, exercise, or other action critical to maintaining health], I need to [do something that isn’t really as important].
It’s a big fat lie. With every year that goes by, I’m learning that there are fewer and fewer things worth sacrificing sleep for. Here’s why: Continue reading
Back when I was in the third or fourth grade, I came up with a list of things I would do the time I turned 30:
-graduate from college
-get a job
-buy a house
-get married (closer to when I turned 30)
-get ready to have kids (by doing the rest of the things on the list)
It recently occurred to me that it’s time to come up with a new vision for my future. I’m 29 now, and I’ve done almost every item on my by-the-time-I’m-30 list. (I’m not married yet, but I am engaged. Love you, Sam!)
This time around, I’ve chosen to approach my future in a different way. Ever since my sister watched The Secret, she had talked about how we should create vision boards for ourselves, visual representations of what we wanted in life. I liked the idea, and we agreed that someday, we’d get together and do just that. For years we put it off, but with the impending completion/expiration of my by-the-time-I’m-30 list, I figured now was a good time to get together over a weekend and get it done. My cousin came over, too, and my living room turned into an arts and crafts and vision and encouragement fest.
Visions are different from goals. Continue reading
I haven’t written a post in a month. It’s been on my to-do list, but it just hasn’t happened. Why? At first, it was because life got busy, in a wonderful way. I spent an inspiring weekend making vision boards with my sister and cousin. I got engaged. I met up with friends from different parts of my life who I hadn’t seen in 2 – 12 years. I started the spring competition season with my dance group.
Life is full of things I enjoy. Writing this blog was another thing I had enjoyed. Why had I put it off for so long?
Because inertia is a powerful thing. For those of you who don’t remember Newton’s first law of motion, it basically says that something at rest will stay at rest and something in motion will stay in motion unless some force acts on it.