It felt a little weird. The floral wallpaper and Hello Kitty posters still adorned the walls, but all the furniture was different. The room felt crowded with the three dressers and 42-inch plasma tv that had fit so nicely in my apartment San Francisco. It was the first time I had moved back home since I moved out to go to college.
I should be grateful.
My New Zealand adventure was over, and I was back in the Bay Area. Despite the risky move of putting my job search on hold to travel halfway across the world, I received a job offer for a part-time summer internship. Things ended up working out. And fortunately, unlike many of my classmates who also graduated without a job, my parents lived within commutable distance of the job. Free housing. I really lucked out.
But this was far from a permanent solution. The internship was for ten weeks. I’d still have to find full-time work. And I also wanted to make sense of the mismatch that my mentor pointed out between what I thought I wanted to do, and what really excited me.
I can’t stay here. Continue reading
The holiday season is officially over and it’s time to return to my regularly scheduled life. Around this time, it seems like everyone is making lists, and I am no exception. I feel compelled to make lots of lists: of things I would like to do differently, of places I would like to go, of people I want to see, of things I want to make, and all sorts of other stuff. It’s not even a new year’s thing; I just like to make lists. Lists make me feel like I have a plan, and crossing things off my list makes me feel like I’ve achieved something.
However, a lot of the cultivation-of-happiness work I’ve done this year makes me feel like creating another list of things to do isn’t the best course of action. One of the lessons I learned in 2011 is that I spend far too much time thinking of the past and the future, and not enough time in the present. So instead, I’m going to apply one of the lessons that popped up in a number of things I read this year. Srikumar Rao calls it:
The Law of Increase
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